OMG is that a Dead Body?

i get home from the funeral and try to play the last chapter of Dead Space Remake (2023). i fall asleep and wake up the console having timed itself out

eat the body of the person next to you

kid covers their eye with a hand, closes it shut, pretends that in their hand is the eye. puts the eye in their mouth. swallows it.

The Immortal Interface

a restoration project, a mediation zone, a big trick, Immortality is all of these things, but is it more?

The Millionth Warning – Everything Everything and Personal Apocalypse Music

It took a while for me to stop thinking of Everything Everything as the band who signal the apocalypse, and back to being just one that signals my own state of mind during what feels like an ending…

Brute Forcing the Medical, Doc: Cybersleuth Puzzle Design

Where’s Karin? Where is she? She’s supposed to be here, to give me a check-up and fill these tranq darts.

That thing to make the pain go away Didn’t work

Maybe I’ve just been in the wrong mood lately, but the games which have this sweet meanness supposedly at their core just haven’t soothed any of the existential dread that they normally do.

First Land: It’s all About the Worm Really

Worms.

To the Moon: humiliating a Neurotypical wifeguy into happiness.

The thing about neurodivergence is that people really like to point out when you’re doing something differently. To the Moon is about being on the receiving end of that.

Sable (Demo): The Trouble with a Timeless Desert

My one wish for Sable was that it could escape the baggage of its aesthetic tradition. The demo makes me uncertain.

Screaming. Response to: A Woman on the Internet

A poetic response to Jamie Jancović’s A Woman on the Internet (or, The Eternal Scream), hosted on The White Pube for Jancovic’s residency in June 2021.