ECHO (2017): so many of me that it’s weightless

so many of me that it’s weightless

and awful

to go deeper and only more

and more of me

palaces carved out of billions of years

of ice formation

and only me

and gold leaf

the generator that powers 30 kilometre trips, only powers up by manual cranking. and i fall asleep from exhaustion

each time.

to be seen by oneself is death here.

run through by a thing propelling me back towards me.

and there’s little else to look at.

perhaps the inlay on the dining ware and the chandelier.

perhaps a metal airlock breaking gap.

perhaps the movement in the dark. uncopied. dancer’s poise melting away

visage wax becomes something more disconcerting and yet comforting in difference. groucho sees chico in the mirror.

eyes crushed by my own fingers not mine.

and so who at the end is this other? non-me who suddenly i should care for.

that lay behind it all. revealed as a ghost of some thing i never saw.

i don’t know. and the shadow play was just shadow play. and now the ice is melted

and the ship is gone.

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